My left leg (that had been cut in half a year ago) was fully operational and completely healed.
My arm was out of a cast.
I had graduated from Saint Mark's...didn't know anything - but I graduated.
It was summer and several hippie members of the Insurgent Wolf Pack were inflicted with leprosy... poison oak really.
My dad liked to tell stories and from him we had learned to embellish everything.
Every story grew upon retelling. And now the Minions of Venice hippies (my brothers) laid wallowing and writhing in red-blistery, pus-oozing pain at my hands. I was a one
THERE WAS JUSTICE in the world...after-all and Markie D was basking in the sweet aroma of victory.
I had gone Into The Woods a boy and not much has changed other than the fact that I felt like there was stardust in the air and it was as if I could hear angels singing.
I let my blonde bangs grow, went body surfing at 27th Ave with the Blasers and the Lennons and thought about Andrea.
No BBs
No Arrows
No cliffs
No ropes
No Templates
No Electrocutions
"What a wonderful world this would be"
Jeffery's mom, Jeanette Lennon, came out and accused me of being too happy (AGAIN).
She made me aware that I was oddly happy.
Too happy?
I don't know. Maybe?
Maybe I was. Couldn't tell my family that I felt alone. That would have been ridiculous. Who would believed this about a kid that lived in a big house (full of people) that was the center of universe.
Animal House
We were the crazy family with the run-away rattlesnakes, chuckwallas, iguanas and one alligator!
We had the monkey, the Veloci-rooster, and grew the "Mexican tomato plants" for all of Venice, Santa Monica, Mar Vista and Culver City...
Social-media was my front lawn... and although I lived there - I felt disconnected...abandoned and alone. I had to fend for myself...feed myself and constantly fight the heinous hippy hoards.
Weirdly too happy.
Maybe I was retarded. My psyche was crushed by the continual betrayals and I knew that I had no right to be this happy. I couldn't explain it. Hope?
Even though I felt like damaged goods I felt protected by the universe... like something up there had its hand on me... in a guardian-angel-kind-of-way... I could sense a ray of light... "Love?"
"Love" was a word we had no use for in my house. I had never heard it used by a parent or by a brother or sister. I had heard other four letter words, but not this this one.
I longed that one day a member of my family would look me in the eye (mom or dad - anyone) and use the "L word."
If not someone inside - then maybe it would come from someone outside... A girl? Andrea? Anyone?
I had learned all about God from the nuns at Saint Marks and yet knew nothing about Him. Was He real? Could I reach out and touch Him? Could I know Him...or at least ... would He allow an orphan like me to feel what it means to be loved.
Lost and numb, (trying to make contact) I stepped onto the makeshift stage on the front lawn of the Harding house and danced in the flood-lights.
I sang all the "Pizza Pizza Daddio" songs with Mimi Lennon and Mary and Theresa Blaser and Darleen Tripp.
"Theresa, has a boyfriend. Pizza Pizza. Daddio"
"Who told you? Pizza Pizza Daddio"
"You told me Pizza Pizza... Now shake it!"
... and "shake it" I did ... as I danced and sang for the summer night shows we put on for the whole neighborhood.
We danced
We body-surfed
We ate potato-chips with sand in them...
Saint Monica's here I come...
Then we heard the news about the bloody hand-print and the arrest for murder....
Next time... THE VENICE MURDERERS IN HUMBOLDT! You can take us out of Venice, but you can't take the Venice out of us... (it's all true).
https://m.youtube.com/?#/watch?v=VkAVfsw5xSQ
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